Friday, July 07, 2017

On one hand there's a sense of ease, excitement, and settledness. As if everything is falling into place beautifully. As if the awareness is getting ready to zoom into single pointed stillness, and then escape out and expand magnificently into various dimensions. As if the flowers are getting ready to shower.

Then there is suffocation. Of feeling stuck and unable to move an inch. A dread of purposelessness. Tremendous inertia and fatigue. Severe resignation.

Wild pendulum swings. Interesting to hear and read about. Soul crushing when you're tossed into it.

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